Challenge | D9

I am tired. I want to stop. I don't know what I want to write anymore. I want to against rules what I've made. I want to disappeared and ran away from my dream world.
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Aish why am I ?
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I guess I experienced problem with myself. My mind is in a mess. I have high expectation because of someone. It's been along time I didn't hear a news about him. Suddenly it appears to me via a chat last night. He calls me after he saw my instastory. He said he likes stories that I wrote. It's was a long chat, then because of him I remember again about our memories.
No, I don't want to tell about him. Please enough. I don't what I want to write today.
Oh God.
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This quote makes me understand why I am today "Sometimes you will never know value of a moment until it becomes a memory".
                                                  ..riNri180109.