D15

I know why is she annnoyed and hate to . Because I appear again after a long time, just hospitality ? Nonsense she said. I understand why she like that. Since I said the fact that the past cannot be changed and why didn't give any information about me.
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Then she asked me why and what I want from her.
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"I want to give a certainty and clarity. All this time before I dare my self to meet her. I believe in The God's plan and His choice is more than the best amazing. And I believe it until I met her again in unexpected meeting, and if she is an answer from each my pray in the third of night. I don't want give a fake hope to her until I'm ready. Then I said seiously I want to be part of her dream and her future life and her soulmate in the world and afterlife". I answered.

Short Story Part One ~ The End

                                                  ..riNri180125.

D14

It has been more than two weeks more or less. I lose you. I didn't get any info about you. I didn't know how are you. Are you fine or you maybe get an accident.
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Oh now, it is my bad feeling. Suddenly, you like disappear from the world. I find about how are you via social media but no sign from you. I don't know your phone number, I'm not brave to ask you. Hufft.
Please tell me how are you now.
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"Just because I don't talk to you to or text you first, doesn't mean I don't miss you. I'm just waiting for you to miss me."
Surely, I miss you.
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*I miss your writing*

                                                  ..riNri180124.

D13

People said they're always waiting for Saturday and Sunday, because it's weekends and it's a holiday time. But for me, Saturday and Sunday just as like Monday, those aren't holiday time because I really have to work at that days.
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Today is so crowded. And I'm so hectic and busy with my work. Beside that, my mind is in a mess. There are many incidents that happen today. Such as i'm waiting transjakarta busway until a very long time in the wrong shelter. Then the traffic jam is so annoying.
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And the last is because unexpected meeting yesterday. I met him. He who have been disappeared that appears in front of me. Now, I  thought because of it.
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"The past cannot be changed, forgetten, edited or erased. It can only be accepted."
I hope it is not a bad sign, but it is a good sign for my better future life.

                                                  ..riNri180113.