D15

I know why is she annnoyed and hate to . Because I appear again after a long time, just hospitality ? Nonsense she said. I understand why she like that. Since I said the fact that the past cannot be changed and why didn't give any information about me.
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Then she asked me why and what I want from her.
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"I want to give a certainty and clarity. All this time before I dare my self to meet her. I believe in The God's plan and His choice is more than the best amazing. And I believe it until I met her again in unexpected meeting, and if she is an answer from each my pray in the third of night. I don't want give a fake hope to her until I'm ready. Then I said seiously I want to be part of her dream and her future life and her soulmate in the world and afterlife". I answered.

Short Story Part One ~ The End

                                                  ..riNri180125.

D14

It has been more than two weeks more or less. I lose you. I didn't get any info about you. I didn't know how are you. Are you fine or you maybe get an accident.
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Oh now, it is my bad feeling. Suddenly, you like disappear from the world. I find about how are you via social media but no sign from you. I don't know your phone number, I'm not brave to ask you. Hufft.
Please tell me how are you now.
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"Just because I don't talk to you to or text you first, doesn't mean I don't miss you. I'm just waiting for you to miss me."
Surely, I miss you.
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*I miss your writing*

                                                  ..riNri180124.

D13

People said they're always waiting for Saturday and Sunday, because it's weekends and it's a holiday time. But for me, Saturday and Sunday just as like Monday, those aren't holiday time because I really have to work at that days.
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Today is so crowded. And I'm so hectic and busy with my work. Beside that, my mind is in a mess. There are many incidents that happen today. Such as i'm waiting transjakarta busway until a very long time in the wrong shelter. Then the traffic jam is so annoying.
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And the last is because unexpected meeting yesterday. I met him. He who have been disappeared that appears in front of me. Now, I  thought because of it.
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"The past cannot be changed, forgetten, edited or erased. It can only be accepted."
I hope it is not a bad sign, but it is a good sign for my better future life.

                                                  ..riNri180113.

D12

Friday.
It's Friday, which always full of surprises all day long. Besides that, it is the right time to sharing and giving everything useful you have to the other people.
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Especially, on this day. It's a day full of blessing. Moreover, "Whenever you're in position to help someone just do it and be glad because God is answering someone's prayers through you".
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What do you give is not only as tangible as money but also other such as donor your blood. Because "if you're a blood donor you're a hero for someone, somewhere will receive your gracious gift of life and it's not just blood, it's a liquid life".
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Yeah, I feel so healthy and excited. It's the right time to donor my blood which I do each three months. It's an enjoyable morning. Then after I finish blood donor.......
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Suddenly, I'm so surprised. Again. Unexpected meeting.
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The people said "The first meeting was accidentally but how do you explain the next meeting ? What God is intended to".
I meet again with her. She has just finished blood donor.
I'm so speechless.
I feel my pray have been answered by God.
Then I dare myself to call her.
Hey...Arin ? You're in here.
I'm smiled ^_^

                                                  ..riNri180112.

Challenge | D11

The library is a place where we can feel silence. It was weekend so there wasn't too much visitors who came as usual. I like crowded situation but I need a situation like as in the library but only with a few visitors.
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Especially it was still morning. Listening music on iPod. Focus to finish my report. It was pleasure. For me, "Library like a hospital for my mind".
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It has been one hour since I have been here. Finally I finished my report. Then, I read a book until lunch time. I guess it was right estimation before I went to my class. And then, I was brought to writer's imagination world from the book that I read.
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Until in the end
"Excuse me... excuse me...  excuse me. Hey you"
"Sorry your phone was ringing"
"Hey... your phone was ringing"
"Hey....hey....hey....."
"Your phone was ringing from earlier. And it was too loud"
"Please hang up your phone and go outside or turn off it. You didn't see all eyes are on you".
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I was shocked because of it. What a surprise, this situation, and how shameful it is. I saw besides me, there was the library officer come over to me and beside him the girls who had just call me. Then I shut off my phone.
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It was make all of people here chaos. Until the situation back to normal. I ask the girl who call me a moment ago.
"Hey... How many times my phone was ringing ?"
"It was seven times and the sound was too loud" she replied.
Oh my goodness, I forget to make my phone in silent mode.
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Then I saw that girl who sit in front of my table. In silence, she was like as figure in a book which I read.
"There's something about woman with a loud mind that so silence, smiling, knowing she can crush you with the truth".

                                                  ..riNri180111.